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Evening fellow dA-ers.

I have decided to make a return to drawing.

This is not much or a revalation.

But I would like your opinions.

Are they good?

Are they shite?

Are they just dull?

let me know!

TA x
  • Listening to: Ne Me Quitte Pas
Top 5 songs this week:

Warm Leatherette - The Normal
Aladdin Sane - David Bowie
Laisse Tomber Les Filles - France Gall
Venus In Furs - The Velvet Underground
Under The Ivy - Kate Bush

- Available: ish
- Age: 21........... so shouldn't be doing this!
- Annoyance: unemployment
- Animal: a dog
- Beer: Naa thanks ....
- Birthday: in March
- Best Friends: Helen, Anwen, Sam, Alex and Peter
- Body Part on opposite sex: eyelashes .... boys have the longest eyelashes!
- Best feeling in the world: that nervous feeling just before the curtain rises in the theatre!
- Blind or Deaf: Deaf.... I think....
- Best weather: Rainy and cold outside (or possibly snow) .... warm and snuggly inside!
- Been in Love: Yes
- Been on stage?: Yes
- Believe in Magic: No but if I had children I would
- Believe in God: Fuck off!
- Believe in Santa: haha!

- Candy: Dark chocolate covered Stem Ginger
- Color: green (Chartreuse to be pretentious and exact)
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla
- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese.
- Cake or pie: Cake ... everytime
- Continent to visit: I am ashamed to say that I have never been out of Europe
- Cheese: Gouda with cumin

- Day or Night: Night
- Dance in the rain?: Mmmm yes please ... then a hot bath and a cup of tea
- Do the splits?: errrrrrrr........ NO

- Eggs: Scrambled
- Eyes: Hazel
- Everyone's got: something they keep private
- Ever failed a class?: of course
- Full name: Esther Margaret Renehan
- First thoughts: what in life? Or after this question? The answer to both would be .... What the fuck?
- Food: Mmmm Scampi and chips

- Greatest Fear: fear itself ... you see what I did there......
- Goals: To be happy and not SELL OUT!
- Gum: no thanks
- Get along with your parents?: I try to...
- Good luck charm: Hettie

- Hair Color: Brown
- Height: 5’4
- Happy: ish
- Holiday: Christmas
- How do you want to die: ..... quickly

- Ice Cream: Pistachio
- Instrument: Double Bass

- Jewelry: Brooches
- Job: I need a proper....

- Kids: in the future
- Kickboxing or karate: neither
- Keep a journal?: ...........

- Longest Car Ride: Loughton to Uzes (11 hours.....)
- Love: Helen
- Letter: E
- Laughed so hard you cried: All the time ... tonight at the National ... Alan Bennett makes me cry with laughter!

- Milk flavor: White Rabbit sweets
- Movies: anything by Goddard, Truffaut, Almodovar, Jarman ... and Musicals of course
- Motion sickness: sometimes
- McD’s or BK: NEITHER

- Number of Siblings: 1
- Number of Piercings: 2
- Number: 8

- One wish: to be contented

- Perfect Pizza: Pulcinella's Artichoke and black olive.... heaven
- Pepsi/Coke: NEITHER

- Quail: eggs

- Reason to cry: Frustration
- Reality T.V.: stupid BBC3 documentaries
- Radio Station: BBC 6 music/ Radio4/ Radio7
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: yah!
- Ring size: .........

- Song: Currently ... Ne Me Quitte Pas
- Salad Dressing: Honey Vineagrette
- Sushi: King Prawn Mmmmm
- Skipped school: yes
- Slept outside: yes .... in a hammock .... so refreshing sleeping under the stars......... very cold though.......hahaha
- Smoked?: yup
- Skinny dipped?: .........
- Shower daily?: ...ish
- Sing well?:
- Sing in the Shower?: always
- Swear?: yup
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries

- Time for bed: too late
- Thunderstorms: I love nice thunderstorm

- Unpredictable: Emotions

- Vacation spot: Uzes, Paris, Berlin.........

- Weakness: Foolishness
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: none of them
- Who makes you laugh the most: Helen
- Wanted to be a model?: hahaah
- Where do we go when we die?: no where
- Worst Weather?: heat

- X-Rays: been there
- Ex's: alright.......

-Year it is now: 2009
-Yellow: bird

- Zoo animal: Penguin

1. Slept in a bed beside you? Helen
2. You went to the mall with? Helen
3. You went to dinner with? Alex and Helen .... today actually!
4. You talked to on the phone? Helen
5. Made you laugh? Helen
6. Hugged you? Helen
7. Said they loved you? Mother
8. Held your hand? Helen
9. You spoke with? Mother
10. You cried over? Myself......... emo
  • Listening to: The Velevet Unerground
  • Eating: Quality Street
Last week I went to Barcelona with a friend!

It was heavenly!

I have put up a few pictures but there's more to come!!

  • Watching: Murder She Wrote
  • Eating: Strepsils

1 Pride and Prejudice- X
2 The Lord of the Rings-
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte-
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling- X
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee-
6 The Bible-X
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte- X
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell- X
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman-
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens-

11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott- X
12 Tess of the D’Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy-X
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller-
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare- (not all of them!)X
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier-X
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien-
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulk-
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger- X
19 The Time Traveler’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger-
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot-

21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell-
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald- X
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens-
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy-
25 The Hitch Hiker’s Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams-
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky-
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck-
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll- X
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame- X

31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy-
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens-
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis- X
34 Emma - Jane Austen-X
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen-
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis - X
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini-
38 Captain Corelli’s Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres-
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne- X

41 Animal Farm - George Orwell-X
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown-
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marques-
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving-
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins-X
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery-X
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy-
48 The Handmaid’s Tale - Margaret Atwood-
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding-
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan-

51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel -
52 Dune - Frank Herbert -
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons-X
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen-
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth-X
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon-
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens-
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley-
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night - Mark Haddon- X
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez-

61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck- X
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov- X
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt-
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold-
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas-
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac- X
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy-
68 Bridget Jones’s Diary - Helen Fielding-X
69 Midnight’s Children - Salman Rushdie-
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville-X

71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens-
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker- X
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett- X
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson -
75 Ulysses - James Joyce-
76 The Inferno – Dante -
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome -X
78 Germinal - Emile Zola -
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray-X
80 Possession - AS Byatt –

81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens-
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell-
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker-X
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro-
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert -X
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry -
87 Charlotte’s Web - EB White- X
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom-
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle - X
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton - X

91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad- X
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery-X
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks - X
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams-
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole -
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute -
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas -
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare- X
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory- X
100 Les Miserables — Victor Hugo-


Not so good ... but I'm on my way!
  • Watching: America's Next Top Model
  • Drinking: A GENIUS cup of tea
[ ] you wear hoodies
[ ] you wear jeans
[x] dogs are better then cats
[x] it's hilarious when people get hurt
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team
[ ] shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] you own an XBOX
[ ] you own a Wii
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[ ] you own a DS, PS2 or Sega
[x] you used to be/ is obsessed with Power Rangers
[x] you watch/watched early morning cartoons
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[ ] you go to your dad for advice
[ ] you have played sport at a state level
[ ] you used to/do collect collector trading cards
[ ] you have worn baggy sweatpants
[ ] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[ ] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] sports are fun
[x] you talk with food in your mouth
[x] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once?

[ ] you love to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner
[x] you wear the color pink-
[x] you go to your mom for advice
[ ] you considered cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[ ] you like going to town
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] you like wearing jewelery
[ ] you cried watching The Notebook
[x] skirts are a part of your wardrobe-
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[x] it takes you around a half an hour to shower
[ ] you smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] you care about what you look like
[ ] you like wearing dresses
[ ] you like wearing body spray
[ ] you wear high heel shoes
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[x] you have put makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything
[x] you love shoe shopping
[ ] pink is one of your favorite colors

Exactly equal ... I am half a girl and half a boy ... quite appropriate really!

Gosh I'm bored!
  • Watching: Gary Oldman
or riding the country by-road, faces!
Faces of friendship, precision, caution, suavity, ideality,
The spiritual-prescient face, the always welcome common benevolent face,
The face of the singing of music, the grand faces of natural lawyers and judges broad at the bak-top,
The faces of hunters and fishers bulged at the brows, the shaved blanch'd faces of orthodox citizens,
The pure, extravagant, yearning, questioning artist's face,
The ugly face of some beautiful soul, the handsome detested or despised face,
The sacred faces of infants, the illuminated face of the mother of many children

Leaves of Grass, Walt Whitman

I have some new photographs my darlings

comment, view, love, hate, whatever.
  • Listening to: Adam and Joe on the r-a-d-i-oooo
Are you wearing makeup?
Naa ... I'm aaabooot to go to bed

How many pillows do you sleep with?

Why aren't you dating the person you like?
because I have no social skills

How did you and your myspace number 2 become friends?
number 2 ... ha ha ... *coughs* ... umm we met at infants school when we were 4/5 ish

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?

What do you want to be when you're older?
I would quite like to be a costume designer, but I would settle for wardrobe mistress ... or photographer

Are you in a good mood right now?
I am ... I'm watching Amelié .. it always make me smile

Can you have more than one best friend?
yes and no ... I have one 'soul mate' and many best friends

What are you thinking right now?

If you could change your eye colour would you?

What colour are your bed sheets?
white with pretty flowers

Are you wearing anything that belongs to someone else?
umm ... for once ... no ...

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I doubt it ... I reckon any one who would be will be asleep at this hour

What is your hair like at the moment?
... as I said I'm about to go to bed ... it's a state

Will you be in a relationship next week?
I don't plan to be no ...

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?

Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
of course ... I don't share my bed with just anyone you know

Are you one of those people who are always cold?

Do you tend to waste a lot of money?
I try not to ... I'm getting better

Who was the last person you watched a movie with?
Helen and I watched The Draughtsman's contract earlier on ... fabulous

Has anyone ever broken your heart?
not as such

Is there a meaning behind your myspace profile song?
Ma Ligne de Chance - Anna Karina ... it's about life and love ... and the difference between the male and female psyche

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
my dad

Has someone ever called you beautiful?

Will you be in a relationship in 4 months?
I don't plan to be

Who's the next person you'll hold hands with?
Helen ... hopefully

When was the last time you talked to your myspace number 1?
about an hour ago

Have you ever cried and not known what for?
umm .. not as such

Do you know if anyone likes you?
I do

Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
come off it

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can talk to?

Have you ever done anything illegal?

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

Are you jealous of someone right now?

What are you looking forward to?
going to bed

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
I would like to think so ... but commitment is not my forté

Are you afraid of losing anyone at the moment?

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?

Do people ever think your older/younger than you actually are?
yeah ... people think  I am younger ... which is weird ... people think I am under 18 ... which is a bit extreme!

If it was free and would work perfectly, would you get plastic surgery?
why ... why would I bother

Do you wear make up everyday?

Do you sleep with your door open or closed?
closed ... I live avec ma famille

Would you rather your lover have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?

Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?

Have you ever skipped school just because you were tired?
yes ... many a time

Has a boy/girl ever called you babe or baby?
yeah ... I hate it

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?

If you were offered to smoke some weed right now, would you?
no ... I'm over all that shit ... I aint 16 no more

Have you ever looked at scenery and thought it would make a good painting?
fuck off ... obviously

Do you have split ends?

How many times do you listen to a song before it gets old?
the most played song on my itunes is Anthony and the Johnsons 100 times ... and I'm not bored of it ... it depends on the quality of the sog though innit!
  • Watching: Amelié
Do you smoke?
I have been known to

Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks?

Who's the last person that came to your house?

Is there anyone you would like to fight?
I have no need to

Do you like someone right now?
kind of

Do you know what tofu is?
....... idiot

What is something you have way too much of that you should really cut down on?
Yummy sweet food stuffs

Have you ever watched the Britney Spears movie?

What did you do today?
Watched French and Saunders, Suggs, Next Top Model Avec Helen ... and had ... fish and chips ... SHOCK

Are you tired?
a tad

Does the last person you kissed have feelings for you?
I doubts

Where is your mother right now?

What color socks do you have on?

What color is the shirt you are wearing?
bleu ...

Do you think barbie is a negative role model for young girls?
no because she is a doll ... Jordan, Jade Goody, Jodie Marsh are bad role model's as they teach girls to be stupid

How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
not too long ... I do have rather long showers though

Does your family own any boats?
ha ha ...

Have you ever kissed your cat?
errrr no ... cats are vile

Where were you when 9/11 happened?
at school

Describe the computer you are currently using?
tis a silver Advent laptop ... and it isn't mine

The last text you received on your mobile was from?

Last movie you watched?
The Prime of Miss Jean Brody

Ever had a crush on a teacher?
yes ... she was fit though

Would you like to weigh 6 stone right now?
err NO

Next vacation you're going on?
I haven't quite decided yet!

Do you play any instruments?
I wish

Last person you hugged?
Ma Belle Haleine

Would you date your number one?
Why yes if she'd just bloody ASK ME ... :D

Where was your default picture taken?
in bed

What's your middle name?
Margaret (Peg)

Does the person you like like you back?
kind of

When is your birthday?
12th of March

Are you mad at anyone?

If you were going on a TV show, which one would it be?
Old school Crystal Maze ... I'd crack Richard O'Brien's crystals anyday!

Are you imagining anyone naked right now?
Siouxsie sioux a little bit .. you tube is wrong

Did you ever sneak into an X rated movie?
yes ... what a rebel ... I thinkit was she's all that when I was 11 and it was a 15 ... Rock and Roll

Ever had a near death experience?

Something you do a lot?
Watch Musicals, listen to Siouxsie, laugh

How old will you be in 2 months?

Do you want to see somebody right now?

When was the last time you cried?
nearly cried today ... but refrained ... I did cry yeserday though ... for perfectly legitimate reasons though

Who would you do anything for?
only a few people ... but I would do a lot for anyone

What are you doing right now?
Watching Siouxsie and the Banshees of y'tube

Do you miss anyone?

Do you still talk to your ex?

Biggest fear?
loss ... and ... cats  abit

Where is your ex?
fuck off mate

What did you do last night?
Watched the Baftas ...good times ... poor Ken

What woke you up this morning?
those head ache-y pains

Speak any other languages?
I wish I could

What's on your mind?
going to sleep soon

Do you sleep naked?

Are you mean?
no ... never

Ever had a kiss in the rain?

What should you be doing right now?

Are you hurting anywhere?
a tad

Is your Christmas tree taller than you?
ummm ... it depends

Who was the last person you yelled at?
My dad I think ...

Have you ever had a crush on a dork?
  • Listening to: Israel - Siouxsie and the Banshees
... Margaret Cho a lot at the moment!

She is fucking fit ... and funny!


  • Watching: youtube- Magaret Cho
What did you do today?
as it was mother's day I spent the day avec ma mere, we had lunch and Watched Vampire Films ... was good times!

Have you ever made out with someone who was high?
what do you take me for? A Fool?

What were your first thoughts this morning?
My gosh is that the time??

Are you a jealous person?
I suppose I can be ... as everyone can!

What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
... do you really want to know that?

Do you think you and your best friend will still be friends in 10 years?
I fucking well hope so!

Did the last person you kissed have a tattoo?
Not that I'm aware of

When is the last time you cried?
a while ago .. well soem time last week

What are you excited about this weekend?
I haven't got much planned to be honest!

What were you doing at 8am this morning?

Do you get along with girls?
You think?

What are you doing right now?
Wacthing Kate Bush Running Up that Hill ... on you tube obviously ... SHE IS SO FIT!

Do you have feelings for the last person you held hands with?

Are you happy with life?
in general ... of course ... though it could be a tad better!

What are you craving right now?
summore cake please

Can you cook?

Who did you last make fun of?
Helen a good way ovvi!

Do you like to cuddle?
yes ... stupido!

What were you doing at midnight last night?
was with Helen

Would you date someone 20 years older than you?
yeah ... I like an older lady ...

Have you ever liked someone that treated you badly?
no ... I would never stick around long enough!

Is your current hair colour your natural hair colour?

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
not at all

Do you fight with your grandparents often?

Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the most?

Do you like steak?

What was the last movie you watched in the cinema?
A Clockwork Orange ... fucking GENIUS in the cinema!

Do you think anyone out there loves you?

What is your opinion on guys/girls who go out with everyone?
.... shame

Do you get drunk every weekend?
no ... I can't be bothered with that!

What was the last thing you laughed out loud about?
something on the phone with Helen earlier

Do you have a bad habit?

Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hated?
no I don't think so!

Are you sarcastic?

Did you hug anyone today?
yeah ... just now actually ... about 3 questions back!

Would you rather stay at other people's houses or have them stay at yours?
I live with my parents ... you work it out!

Where was your default picture taken?
On My Bed after a WICKED night out

At the beginning of the year, who were you in a relationship with?
no one my dear ... no one

Do you think you are an argumentative person?
i can be

If you're being extremely quiet what does it mean?
I'm drunk ... I go ever so quiet when I'm drunk

Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?

Name the first person you can think of that you know that has a tattoo?

Do you drink lots of water?
try to

How do you vent your anger?
slamming doors generally

In the last 24 hours have you done anything you regret?
I don't think so

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
not really

Have you ever seen the last person you texted naked?

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with the letter "L"?
um ...... no

Do you want to see somebody right now?
Wouldn't say no ...if they didn't mind watching Demoiselle De Rochefort with me!

Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?
ha ha

Did you sleep alone last night?

Anyone you miss?

What do you currently hear right now?
Jacques Perrin Singing

What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
Coming Home

Did you have a good day yesterday?

How late did you stay up last night?
rather late

Are you happy right now?
I'm watching The Demoiselle De Rochefort ... what do you think!!

Could you handle dating someone in the military?
fuck no

Do you believe in karma?

Did you have a dream last night?
yeah ... it was ... interesting

How's your heart lately?
alright thanks

When's the last time you had chicken nuggets?
long before I became a vegetarian

Are you wearing jeans right now?
Nope ... Briches

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Who was the last person you held hands with?

Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?
a tad

Do you have a best friend?

Last thing to piss you off?
a very silly thing that is not worth talking about
  • Watching: Les Demoiselle Des Rochefort!
I am now officially 21!

I had a lovely birthday ... if a tad low key ... but what can you do?

So I am now officially an adult ... Crazy!!!

SO to commemorate this occassion I'm going to do FUCK all

bye bye x
  • Listening to: Adam and Joe on the RADIO
What's the first thing you think of when you hear the word...

Axe: lotl (Axolotl)
Chainsaw: Massacre
Dog: ge their fucking har everywhere
Cat: Pig
Crow: Hieronymus

Television: can be SO good
Plastic: flowers
Metal: work
Fire: earth, wind and ...
Water: pigeon
Pigeon: (really had no idea that was coming next!) Fancier
Pie: Yum yum
Blood: Plasma
Death: Bed
Bunnies: myxomatosis
Flowers: sun shine bumble bees butterfiles
Sun: Icarus
Frilly pink dress: Dr Marten's Boots

Hot: head
Cold:  feet
Wet: toes
Fried: eggs
Funny: face
Sad: is an annoying word
Forlorn: Bereft
Happy: go lucky
Hyper: active
Depressed: is something I no longer wish to be
Bouncy: castle
Stiff: little fingers
Stretchy: skin
Wobbly: belly

Dark: lonely, afraid, quiet, oppressive
Bright: intrusive, false, enforced

Jump: you fucker jump (Dudley Moore)
Walk: on by
Run: run reindeer ( I HATE THAT SONG!)
Drink: till you BURST
Fight: me with your mind not your fists
Rant: so australian
Compliment: me ... at least once
Sit: yes please
Stand: no thanks
Spin: me right round baby right round
Call: me on the line call me call me any anytime
Whistle: a happy tune and every single time the happiness in the tune convinces me that I'm not afraid.
Ask: for forgiveness
Beg: for more time
Give: presents and pretty things
Take: only whats yours
Slash: I need a ...
  • Watching: Rufus Wainwright
My life ...

I have been highly busy of late and have not posted in a while but I have 3 new photo's!!

I am in love with musicals at the moment

Mainly: A Star Is Born, Les Demoiselles Des Rochefort, and Cabaret!!

Love it!
  • Watching: a fry n laurie
What's the last thing you put in your mouth?

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with T?

Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 20?

What is the next concert you're going to?
Concert?? .. ummm ... I'm not sure I cant afford to go to gigs these days

Can you play guitar hero?
cant be arsed to be honest

Where's your favorite place to be?
In Uzes avec Helen and sunshine ... markets and fresh vegetables and icecream and 2nd hand books and music and relaxing ... bliss

Name the last person that made you laugh today?
Helen ...

What brand of digital camera do you own?
I dont know the brand ...

When was the last time you saw number 3 on your top friend on myspace?
AAAGES ago ... he lives in bloody Manchester now the bastard!!!

How late did you stay up last night and why?
late-ish ... watched never mind the buzzcocks and stuff

Who were the last 8 people to text you?

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
London ... Bethnal Green or Seven Dials/Neals Yard/ Drury Lane area ... Or Uzes ... fuck yeah I would

Ever been kissed under fireworks?
Naaa too romantic

Which of your friends lives closest to you?

Do you prefer to call or text?

How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper?
fuck off

When was the last time you cried really hard?
umm not sure

Where is your biological father right now?

Are you annoyed?
Not really

Have you ever seen somebody get shot?

Where are you at right now?

What bed did you sleep in last night?
My bed

Did you ever go to a special learning center?

Was yesterday better than today?
na today was cool

Can you live a day without TV?

What are you listening to?
Never Mind the Buzzcocks

Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
Single bed love

What were you doing at 9 last night?
ummmm ... watching some crap TV with Helen!!

Are you mad about anything?

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
they must be

What are you doing tonight?
going to bed soon

Last time you spent the night at someone's house?
Helen's at some point

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
...... now ... no mark lamarr
  • Eating: crystalised ginger
My story - Finish the sentences:

Hi, my name is:
- Esther

Never in my life have I been so:
- doing nothing

I hate it when:
- People say Pacific instead of specific

If your gonna talk smack about me:
- at least make sense when you're doing so

The one person who can drive me nuts is:
- Jim Davidson ... he is SO shit

When I'm nervous:
- I fiddle with things

The last song I listened to was:
- Ta Douler by Camille

If you were to get married today your maid of honor/best man would be:
- I wouldn't have one ... a wedding I mean

My hair is:
- frizzy

When I was 5:
- I was rather odd.

Last Christmas (2008):
- Was a bit of a let down.

I should be:
- in bed.

When I look down:
- I feel silly

The happiest recent day was:
- today ... Absolutely Fabulous, Style on Trial, project cat walk, america's next top model, mark steel, on the hour and Helen = pure joy

My current annoyance is:
- tired-ness

I have a hard time understanding:
- how records work

There's this girl that i know:
- she's amazing.

The thing I want to buy is:
- DVDs

Most recent thing I've bought myself:
- A book called Dali and Film

Most recent thing someone else bought me was:
- some bread thank you Helen

In the morning:
- it takes me too long to wake up!

Last night I was:
- watching the New Series of America's NExt Top Model

If I was an animal I'd be:
- a Panda

Tomorrow I am:
- going to College

Tonight I am:
- going to bed

night night
  • Watching: QI
i loving the amount of Stephen Fry action on tv tonight!!


Don't forget me now lovelies!

Comment me etc.

You know you want to!!

  • Watching: Dawn French's Girls who do comedy

Name as it appears on your birth certificate?
Esther Margaret Renehan

How old are you?

When is your birthday?
12th of March

What colour hair do you have?

Do you wish it was any other colour?

What colour eyes do you have?

Do you wish it was another colour?
I'd quite like them to be more green

Do you like the height you are?
s'all right ... could be taller could be shorter

Who is in your immediate family?
mum dad and sister

Are your parents married or divorced?

Do you get along with your siblings?
yeah sometimes ... she can be a right dickhead though

How many aunts/uncles/cousins do you have?
4 aunts, 4 uncles and 3 cousins

Are you more a mommys girl/boy or daddys?

Describe your perfect girl/boy in a few words:
Girl: Big hair and big everything else, tallish, sparkly, cuddly, wears 'weird' clothes, high heels, corsets, into cool music and not going out too much.
Boy: curly, flushed, shy, awkward in crowds, into 60s music and jazz

What colour hair do you prefer?

What colour eyes do you prefer?
green I think but what ever

What about height?
taller than me.

Do you like them to play sports, if so what?
I'm not that into real sports fans ... too obssesive ... it would drive me insane

What are the ups in being in a relationship?
well ... I pressume the general idea is that it is all ups

What are the downs?
and downs

What are the most important things in a relationship?

Do you want to get married, and how soon?
not really

What occupation would you want?
costume designer

How many kids do you want?
not sure if I want any

Boy or girl or both?
I have no preference

What are you going to name them?
Oskar, Sebastian and Imogen

Where do you see yourself living in 20 years?
somewhere else

Have you thought about where you want to get married?
I dont think I want to

What about the honeymoon?
fuck off

What school do you attend?
I'm currently studyind at the City Institute of Literature

How many people go there?
hundreds ...

What grade are you in?
fuck off

What elementary school did you attend?
Staples Road Primary School

What middle school?

High school?
Roding Valley High School

What is your favorite color?
pink, orange, yellow

What is your favorite TV channel?
fuck off

Do you have a favorite TV show?
The Avengers

What is your favorite movie?
Wizard of Oz

films by

Jean Luc Goddard

MySpace or Xanga:

Chocolate or Vanilla:

Laguna Beach or The OC:
fuck off

Jesse McCartney or Aaron Carter:
fuck off

Backstreet boys or NSYNC:
fuck off

Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera:
fuck off

Fun or Romantic:

Rap or Rock:

Pop or Country:

English or Math:

Summer or Winter:

Outside or Inside:

Do you believe in love at first sight?

If you could only wear one color for the rest of your life,what would it be?

What makes MySpace better than Facebook?
It isn't

What is your ideal date?
theatre, dance, cinema, art gallery ... something similar

Do you believe anyone can fall in love at any age?

If you could have a super power, what would it be and why?

What would you change about yourself physically?
most things

What 1 celebrity would you spend the rest of your life with and why?
NONE ... well maybe Catherine Deneuve :D
  • Watching: buzzcocks
and taken a few pictures of myself. Good or bad idea ... you decide! xxxx
  • Listening to: Rufus Wainwright
I have just arrived home from a fabulous holiday in Berlin and I must say that I did not want to come home at all. It was beautiful.

I have uploaded some photos and there are more to come.

with some amazing poetry as well.

  • Listening to: Stan Kenton
A - Available? yes but not up for grabs
A - Age?: 20
A - Annoyance: Capitalism

B - Best Friend?: Helen
B - Beverage: Tea
B - Birthday?: 12th of March

C - Crush: Siouxsie Sioux, Kate Bush, Patricia Quinn
C - Car: Citroen DS
C - Cat: I don't like cats

D - Dead Pets Name: blackberry and blueberry, (rabbits)
D - Dads Name: Chris
D - Dogs: one

E - Easiest person to talk to: Helen and my Mum
E - Eggs: poached
E - Email: yes I use emails

F - Favorite color: pink, yellow and green
F - Food: cake, raspberries
F - Foreign Slang: Hmm...

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: bears
G - God: I don't believ in God
G - Good Times: With Helen, watching Films, eating cakes, drinking tea,

H - Hair Color: brown
H - Height: 5'4
H - Happy: yeah

I - Ice Cream: yum yum
I - Instrument: I pretend I can play the drums
I - Idol: Dawn French, Kate Bush

J - Jewelry: I like pretty jewelry not expensive jewelry
J - Job: no
J - Joke: I can't be bothered with 'Jokes'

K - Kids: maybe
K - Karate: never done it
K - Kite: Come up and be a kite And fly a diamond night A diamond kite, a diamond kite Ooh, what a diamond! A diamond kite, on a diamond flight Over the lights, under the moon

L - Longest Car Ride: 12 hours to Uzes
L - Longest Relationship: ... hmm
L - Last Person you spoke to on the Phone: My mum

M - Milk Flavor: Mini milk ice lollies
M - Mothers Name: Genni
M - Movie Last Watched: The Last of England

N - Number of Siblings: one sister
N - Northern or Southern: southern
N - Name: Esther

O - One Wish?: to be happy
O - One Phobia? clowns
O - Only goal: to be a costume designer

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: Married
P - Part of your appearance that you like best: My eyelashes
P - Part of your Personality you like best: the silent part

Q - Quote: - She'll tell you she's true. She'll tell you she loves you. She's waiting in that warm room
Q - Question for the next person: Are you really reading this?
Q - Quick or Slow?: sssssssllllllllooooooooowwwwwwwww

R - Reason to smile: Helen
R - Reality TV Show: 's are shit
R - right or Left: LEFT ...

S - Song Last Heard: Suspended in Gaffa
S - Season: Winter
S - Sex: ... female

T - Time you woke up: 11
T - Time Now: 15:37
T - Time for bed: when ever

U - Unknown Facts About Me: I like watching documentaries about Hitler
U - Unicorns?: I want one!
U - U Are A....: Knob

V - Vegetable You Hate: broccoli
V - Vegetable You Love: Asparagus
V - View on Politics: Socialist

W- Worst Habits: Wasting my time.
W- What Do You Wanna Be When You Grow Up: A Costume designer
W- Where are you traveling to next? Berlin with Helen!

X - X-Rays: are horrible
X - X-Rated Porn: where?...
X - : Chromosome

Y - Year you were born: 1988
Y - Year it is now: 2008
Y - Yellow? sunshine

Z - Zoo Animal: Panda, Penguin, NOT KANGAROOS they're FUCKING scary!!!
Z - Zodiac: bollocks
Z- Zests: .... ummm. lemon...
  • Listening to: Kate Bush